XIAOSHAN

2011-05-31T13:40:00.005+08:00

Maldives, the sunny side of life.

2011-05-27T09:17:00.000+08:00

I'll post soon....

2010-05-13T20:31:00.001+08:00

iloveyou.

2010-05-06T23:00:00.005+08:00

At times, i tried to hold back but i know it's a special one.

bits and pieces of you.

2010-04-28T20:14:00.002+08:00

Anyone knows what is stored in this ppl brain?
Why such ppl actually exist?
Not 1 but 2 , 3 and even more. wtf is wrong with them?
esp ppl from _____ and ________ pls dont put on a fake smile, it wont kill you to admit tht u are actually not happy with any particular things.
And why can't they actually bother about their stuff, keep their freaking hands to themselves.
Set your mind on YOUR own things, keep things to yourself, do your own things and SHUTFUP~
Shall see what a patient and easygoing ppl turn when they become nasty.
fyi, fuckup! i'll tell the bug boss for sure.
you think you gona carry on this for your fucking life, ya! good~ congrats huh. i'll let u go on.
first u instruct thn you complain , shoout after which you blame and finally you turn to soft-hearted, waiting for good;

2010-04-06T00:53:00.002+08:00

Desaru last month.

2010-03-15T21:43:00.002+08:00

Should i say i enjoy working,

or should i say i enjoy studying.

I'm tired, tired of every little thing.

There's just so much to bother about now.

I wonder if i have made the right decision.

cert. makeup? HAHAHAHAS.

2010-03-09T11:46:00.000+08:00

for th first time, things wasn't as easy as i thought.

it's way too far apart.

2010-02-06T13:08:00.000+08:00

♥

2009-12-25T00:51:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas (:

Had Swensen's with baby.

And town is packed like .....

I'm so tired, working almost 12hrs afterwards i guess.

Meetup with Gladys, Megan recently & angel came by too.♥

2009-12-20T04:15:00.003+08:00

Life wasn't that bad after i start working at taka with luxasia.
And i was asked to transfer to tangs next month.
Kind of used to the present store BUT ... (:
i know you'll always be thr for me.♥

Had mini celebration with baby and co. today.
Exchanged x'mas gift and steamboat session (:

i guess gladys will be back in like, few days time? IMY ahdaaa ♥

she has been away for hols for more thn a week or.

2009-12-13T18:49:00.005+08:00

i wish i have this bag from gmarket, but ..........
gmarket is making me so confuse!

2009-11-30T01:23:00.004+08:00

Despite how it might be-come, i know i still love you like how it used to be ♥

Outfit of the day, for an event @ york hotel ;-)

{dont comment on my picture,bcos i know wht you gona say}

2009-11-26T12:37:00.002+08:00

Here's your chance to win a new Prada Gold Zippered Calf-skin Wallet.

{shopping lifestyle}

Closing Date: 31 Mar 2010

2009-11-22T20:34:00.002+08:00

Have anyone wonder where do i stand?

Have you ever considered my feelings?

When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control

And your thoughts have taken their toll

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass

And the hangover doesn't pass

Nothing's ever built to lastYou're in ruins.

My life has always been the same, spending my days at home and heading to work.

2009-11-22T02:39:00.001+08:00

pictures describe everything,you're suchanss*

{ happyapplepoison.}

2009-11-18T00:53:00.004+08:00

Nine-th , i dont ask for more b'cause i'm contented with what i have now

{ImFamousForThat}

2009-11-06T15:19:00.004+08:00

blogskins changeddddd~

{credit : flickr.com / Princess Cy}

2009-10-26T18:56:00.002+08:00

grant me my wish.

Canon Powershot S90

2009-10-24T22:43:00.001+08:00

SAYURI

2009-10-12T01:31:00.006+08:00

i guess we'll ..... be ;

ever thought , if one day you'll ........?

10more days :/ i cantttttt...

2009-10-09T23:25:00.002+08:00

exams ;/
you know i love you.

i always thought by doing so,it wasnt a good idea but afterall i know miracle happened }

2009-10-04T12:00:00.006+08:00

she brings me sunshine and rain pours

have been staying home most of th time /}

and busy counting down th days to exams. and nthing else. *laughs*

EIGHTEEN days left :-(

have been addicted to th game : cafe world.

&& im glad that you like wht i did though it wasnt th best :DDDD

3 more day to th seventh ; how i wish you were here.

{ all i could say was ❥ imy }

& im waiting....

2009-09-28T13:02:00.003+08:00

angel - sweety ; cheerup & stay strong no matter what alrights! i'll be thr for you <3

when you lose th ability to do it,i know it gona be th end

2009-09-20T15:43:00.002+08:00

Chan rak khun && i'm sorry. that's all that i can say.

goodbye

edited :/

dinner today } had LJS meal , clam chowder , chocolate cream for dinner

one day I realise My wrong was all about You

2009-09-17T00:02:00.000+08:00

ilove this picture :DDDDDD

one day has gone. anyone imgaine how was it?

th whole conver was about? :/ me.

th mood of something special just vanish into......

2009-09-16T13:10:00.006+08:00

~~just a waste of time for me to ? yes i know. crazily stupiddddd.~~ *LAUGHS*

edited :/

happy anniversary!

2009-09-14T18:32:00.004+08:00

seven days since i last post.

few days back, helped baby packed his room and re-arranged everything.

hmm,a makeover for his room.

yesterday } headed to amk with baby,janice and his bf.

*thats all i can rem,i;ve got stm*

work tmrrrrrr ; before tht i'll be meeting ahdaaaa

suppose to have a meal with ahdaaa and megan but ...

and i gotta squeeze out a time for novita and elena andand sky sis, as promised :DDD

{you know how much you meant to me,trust me & believe me}

{two more days}

2009-09-07T19:56:00.003+08:00

saturday } working. tired && ....
sun } baby came to fetch me thn headed to bugis to get somethings
and went to th temple to pray as well thn over to selegie rd to try out curry puff. *nice* ,
night had homecook tomyam dishes. and thanks for th surprise love ♥
mon ; today } i stayed at home th whole day. tmr as well. :DDDDDDD

cos im waiting for wednesday's arrival.

{no pictures cos , blogger's going haywire}

{i might not say it often but you know iloveyou,}

{i guess 9 more days}

2009-09-03T00:58:00.001+08:00

treated mom pizza this afternoooooon *yummy*
finally i had curry baked rice andand minestrone best-f as my soup of th day!
im craving for lots more fooooood!
andandand i wana baked potatoes meal , cheesecakes , cupcakes.
it will be done sooooooon :DDDDD
today wasnt a good day, bcos i shall say byebye th idea of getting my red phone -.-

{i kept silence and forget everything about it}

{third-teen , days}

2009-09-01T21:35:00.003+08:00

evening,headed to granny place thn meet up with nuer awhile to pass her stuff.
well, after so long i got to see her like few mins.
gotta meet up real soon alrights girl and for th suntanning session too :DDDD
don forget your swensens meal too~!

{ coco exotic is loved }

2009-09-01T16:13:00.002+08:00

im so lazy to update my blog.
nothing special happen which allows me to mention it despite laziness.
everday was either at home,facing th com or meet up with baby.

well,no more office job for now.
shall either, enjoy life, mug hard for my exams and working on certain days.
andandand meet up with baby. :DDDDDDD

okays,TWO days ago , i recieved my makeup palettes from glamour tonight.bs
and i could say it was awesome.
great packing , with bubble packs and they even wrote your name on it *coooool*
and on th same day, baby fetched me over thn headed to expo with his sister.
john little sales , wanted to get a few more stuff but, i force myself not to.
hahhas , no job means stop splurging~!

past few days wasnt a great day , had bad sore throat. same goes to baby.
and who knwos who started passing th virus to another? *LAUGHS*

well, last saturday plan wasnt a successful one, but im sure baby gona do something to it.

somehow i feel tht th frd-ship bwt us drifted apart.

maybe you're busy with your own frds own life?

{15 days}

2009-08-23T00:45:00.004+08:00

20 aug
headed to international buldg for interview.
afterwhich was told to start work on monday,24aug.
shopped and movied @ town :DDDDDDD
*LOVEEEEEES*

21aug
baby,fetched me to international buldg for th agreements.

22aug
first day of work for faber castell @ orchard central.

counting down : 6 more days to my off days.

{ i cant wait for this coming weekends ♥ }

2009-08-19T13:04:00.005+08:00

'Jennifers Body' Theatrical Trailer @ Yahoo! Video

2009-08-19T00:19:00.001+08:00

who knows how to sing this song? love me by collin raye

interview tmr @ 11am.

2009-08-16T02:28:00.004+08:00

movie : where got ghost.

cab-ed over to cathay with tkk ,

met yuling babe and basil :DDDDDD

afterwhich headed over to a jap restaurant to find th rest {suppose to be their cousin gathering}

soft toy machine , 2 mario dino for yuling babe , they played pool.

cab-ed to lorong ahsoo thn had prata for supper.

short post cos i've got nothing to post about!

anyways shall update th pictures when i got it.

2009-08-11T21:31:00.002+08:00

private,my blog. i know its troublesome but bear with me people <3

fruit paradise @ orchard central :DDDDDD

2009-08-11T16:54:00.002+08:00

lafondue ; http://www.lafondue.com.sg/

*yummy*

2009-08-08T12:43:00.000+08:00

dont ask me why im in love with this song,bcos youre simply th ans for this question.
❤

2009-08-01T22:00:00.001+08:00

2009-07-29T16:41:00.001+08:00

You name start with alphabet S

For you, it is pleasure before business.
You can be romantically idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality.
But you never loose control of your emotions.
Once you make the commitment you stick like glue.
You could get jealous and possessive.
You tend to be very selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the planet.
You like being the center of attention.
You are very caring, sensitive, private & sometimes very passive.
Turned on by soft lights, romantic thoughts.
When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert.
You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role, or any game,
and take your love life very seriously.
You don`t fool around.
You have the patience to wait for the right person to come along.
You are very generous & giving, often selfless.
You are kind nature & sweet, which is found to be attractive by many.
You are a good friend

Susan took Dr Phil Psychology Test

Susan, Your friends might understand you better after this Susan Sim,
your total points is 39 !!!

Others see you as sensible, cautious, careful and practical.
They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest.
Not a person who makes friends too quickly or easily,
but someone who`s extremely loyal to friends you do make,
and who expects the same loyalty in return.
Those who really get to know you realize it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends,
but equally that it takes you a long time to get over if that trust is ever broken.

2009-07-26T15:54:00.001+08:00

Can anyone tell me wheather dreams are true? or really just a dream?

Today's horoscope:

It's a day full of luck and charm

and you are likely to be extravagant with your money

where it concerns a relationship.

Beware of being overly generous

unless you are very sure this person isn't in it for what you can be to them

rather than what you can give to them.

Emotional well being and contentment are very indicative

at the moment and you can feel quite relaxed and carefree.

2009-07-25T20:41:00.009+08:00

Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you and I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly then mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you on what you say or do
I'm only just beging to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all it's stategy leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity some tenderness surves
I'm just another writer still trapped within my truch
A hesitant prize fighter still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you and drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through and hold you endlessly
At times I understand you and I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you and I've watched love pass you by
At times think we're drifters still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister but then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch the honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you till I die till we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides end

{i wanna hold .... i just have to close my eyes and hide }

wouldnt be blogging that often.

has always been plurking and so lazy to post.

im tired,really tired for everything.

i just hope i need not work.

but i know i have to hold on.

it isint an easy job,it seems easy but its just a shit job.

killing away my cells.

i think soon i gona end this job.

my exams date are just few months apart from now.

and,im still stucked @ nthing.

tell me what should i do?

i needa both money and results.

pls bring me into somewhere far away from this problems.

problems always lays with th one being employed not th one employing. __

2009-07-20T23:28:00.005+08:00

met best.f , headed to plaza sing andand i got my working shoe.

bought some stuff.

andand down to town to look @ my longchamp bag.

blahblahblah , hsh.

short day~!

anw end of resting.
starting work tmr.
five days work for this week *YAWNS*
hopefully this sat i can see fireworks cos on th 9aug,
i'll be changing shift with P.L to afternoon for th month of AUG.
means work from 4pm till 9.30. show also ended -.-
butbut,i gona change some days to morning shift.
hahahs :DDDDD i just prefer working in th morning.

{ i think i've lost you }

2009-07-19T01:52:00.005+08:00

{dont ask me why am i posting this b'cos this is what i learnt for my work today :DDDD}

Argan oil is produced from the fruits of the Argan tree which grows nowhere in the world except in southwestern Morocco.

Cosmetic Argan Oils™ is nature’s anti-aging skin food.

It does not clog pores and has an amazingly diverse range of cosmetic benefits for the skin, hair and nails. It possesses an array of anti-aging properties shown to correct wrinkles and tighten the skin; and its antioxidant-rich makeup and ultra-hydrating capabilities satisfy the needs of the mature consumer. When applied, Argan Oils™ penetrates rapidly leaving your skin soft and smooth without the remnants of shine like other oils.

Argan Oils™ is food for your skin. Similar to your body’s inherent need for nourishment, your skin must be replenished and fed in order to remain healthy. Due to environmental stress, your skin is constantly being deprived of the nutrients needed to maintain its necessary levels of hydration and collagen. Argan Oils™ is a natural solution to defend the skin against premature aging and UV exposure.

The most labour intensive part of oil-extraction is removal of the soft pulp (used as animal feed) and the cracking by hand, between two stones, of the hard nut. The seeds are then removed and gently roasted.

This roasting accounts for part of the oil's distinctive, nutty flavour. The traditional technique for oil extraction is to grind the roasted seeds to paste, with a little water, in a stone rotary quern. The paste is then squeezed between hands to extract the oil.

Goats like the pulp of argan fruits and often try to climb the trees to get at them. They will digest the pulp, but shed the undigested seeds in their feces.

As these have shells that are somewhat softened and easier to crack, they are occasionally used to produce oil for non-culinary purposes. An urban legend has it that all argan oil is produced this way. This myth seems to be based on the fact that occasionally, shrewd traders would have sold (and may still try to sell) such "non-food grade" argan oil to ignorant travellers or tourists.
Originally uploaded by Maria McCann!

Listed below are many of Argan Oils™ benefits:
- Noticeably reduces wrinkles and softens the skin
- Rich in proteins shown to tighten the skin and protect skin’s elasticity.
- Promptly regenerates the skin by restarting vital functions of cells to prevent early aging due to external aggressions (sun, bad weather, pollution, stress, tobacco, etc.).
- Quickly reduces skin irritation and inflammation.
- Notably reduces blemishes and slows down the appearance of wrinkles.
- Possesses a sebum regulating action for oily skin.
- Reduces visible scars left by acne or chicken pox.
- Significantly hydrates the skin by restoring its natural barrier and neutralizing free radicals.
- Helps prevent stretch marks caused by pregnancy or weight fluctuations.
- Treats acne, eczema, and psoriasis.
- Strengthens brittle nails.
- Soothes rheumatism and arthritis pain.
- Restores remarkable shine to hair, cares for scalp to advance hair growth, and helps to mend split ends.

In 1998, the United Nations Educational Scientific and Cultural Organization (UNESCO) took action to protect the argan forest declaring it an international ‘biosphere reserve’

2009-07-15T00:35:00.006+08:00

was wondering which hair style nicer?

i wna cut short hair

ahhas :DDDDDD

meet ahdaaa-gladys on monday.

lunch @ mall thn headed to ikea <3

rest of th day,im rotting at home.

how cool isint,yeah!

i hate working now cos its like same as schooling!

i cant even rem a single thing now! arghs*

*i don like you*

but i love them ; ahdaaaa,nuer,sister,crazybabe,deary,shinystar,supergirl,

bestfriend,keai,ahxiang,bro

{omg i bet i leave ppl out,i cant rem th rest}

ohya,andandand im ANTI-J!

2009-07-11T17:44:00.002+08:00

work today wasnt that bad. learnt new things.

in th progress of memorising pricing && different shape differ perfume smells.

COFFEE BEAN is my best friend :DDDDDD

hooray,one week break before my next working day starts.

thats means,exam day!

2009-07-10T14:05:00.004+08:00

i miss ahdaaa && tmr is ahdaaa's day!

work yesterday was great but lots of things to learn.

and and and worst thing! more things thn what ive to learn for my previous job,

whereas much better then kenwood cos no heavy stuff but it's FRAGILE products.

1. learning france language {shop name,brand name,product name}

2. product knowledge

3. pricing

4. gift wrapping

5. cashiering

6. demostration if skin care products

7. remembering each perfume smell

i wonder there's anymore tht i have to learn?

my brain cell getting lesser.

afterall i made new frds ; PEILING.

2009-07-06T00:10:00.001+08:00

daily horoscope
July 6, 2009

If you are single and looking for someone special to spend your time with then now is a good time for an unexpected encounter. It could be from someone you've known for quite some time or a stranger you literally bump into. Take the time today to say hello, be friendly and take a risk, it could pay off in a great way with a long term romance.

2009-07-05T13:30:00.003+08:00

"Home is where the heart is only when you put your head into heart into it"

meet BESTFRIEND yesterday and headed to citylink for marvelous cream.
thn thn thn down to vivo :DDDDDDD

ahhhh~ i wonder where should i go today!

2009-07-03T23:50:00.001+08:00

met sis @ bugis.

pictures spamming.

&& th rest i will not mention.

2009-07-02T18:18:00.004+08:00

i wna change to psycho but i cant figure it out at all -.-

nthing much to blog , nthing special this few days , nor i went out at all.

waiting to meet sky sis barh :DDDD

butbut,suppose to work today but im too used to nua-ing at home

plus TWO DAYS MC was given to me so ta-da.

hey ladies && gentlemen do me a favour ,

just a click on my ads will do ((:

thanks!

2009-06-28T16:54:00.010+08:00

and my daily horoscope for today was absolutely true

meetup with sky sis @ somerset station and and headed to town thn bugis :DDD
&& ths sis for being th makeup artist.

went ikea-tamp with family on friday.

2009-06-25T02:07:00.023+08:00

FLEA MARKET @ MOUNT SOPHIA BOOTH AREA 5!

"Where the journey of fashion starts,"

This is a brief preview of what we are gonna sell during the flea market. Oversized tees, bomber jackets, Maxi dresses, High-wasted shorts/skirts, raglan tees, and even a couple of boho items!
Best of all, all of them are going to be BELOW $20! YES! You got that right! :D So do show your support by coming down to our booth(AREA 5) this coming Sunday (28TH JUN) from 2pm-8pm @ 7 Mt Sophia! It's located near Dhoby Ghaut MRT station, or you can simply take the two shuttle buses that will be at Dhoby Gaut taxi stand! Do visit their facebook site for more information.

"Come down and take a look, fashion run-a-way is where beauty takes place."

2009-06-24T04:06:00.005+08:00

everyone could have a wonderful day for it but i dont?

know what is th reason?

p/s luckly ive got bestfriend

{edited}

rang up th company and and friday instead. LMAO!

should i just call up r.e for deparmental stores job?

i dont wish to talk to you.

andand whats rickroll? 1227.com?

2009-06-24T01:51:00.001+08:00

AHDAAAA <3

and and and , i hate somethings.

2009-06-20T03:16:00.009+08:00

lazy to upload all th pics so random here and thr.

❥happy birthday , jacq on th 19June
❥happy birthday , eunice nu er , arisna , evelyn on th 20June :DDDD

and and ❥bestfriend meet me th other day to gave me this ice cream cake!

SWEETS* lovelove.

ben&jerry ; choc fudge brownie my all time b&j fav flavour.

❥

baby,bestfriend,keai,ahdaaa,megan,eunice nuer,

xiaosky sis,joanna,kailun,joven,vincent,xiaoqing.

&& facebook wishers :DDD

2009-06-18T23:00:00.001+08:00

everything starts all over again.
story repeats.

2009-06-17T00:19:00.010+08:00

Tuesday 16June2009

❥HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

out with bestfriend.

&& tmr i'll be : Senteurs De Provence , i mean wed , later uh.

well bestfriend bought me this GUESS WALLET *lovelove :DDDD
for my birthday.

*next week sentosa with nuer.

2009-06-13T21:29:00.009+08:00

Friday 12June2009
meet ahdaaa after her lessons at somerset
caught ghost of my gfrd's past :DDDD
ILY AHDAAA*

Today
meet eunice as early as 10.30
and and i was late , cause i only slept for like 5 hours!
acc her reborn hair and thn , mommy & nu er time .
i saw those bangalas on action with laser guns! OPPS!

&& thanks nuer for th day , and love th early bday present too LOH!
im soooo gona treat her to swensens.
not forgetting eunice , ILY YOU TOO!

i asked her to cut straight bangs ; wooohooo~
now we have th same hairstyle :DDDD

&& i recieved a text from elaine - Senteurs de Provence.

Ohmy~ WEDNESDAY 17JUNE2009 @ 3PM.

p/s i wasn't happy at all.

2009-06-12T03:33:00.004+08:00

im meeting gladys in th noon afterwards *.

and and i realise th importance of them

i ought to treasure th f-ship i have with them.

i need more shopping time.

GSS is killing me.

and i cant take it anymore.

i cant stay on any longer

p/s look at me and listen to me,i donwan to.

goodnights!

2009-06-10T01:30:00.000+08:00

so everything was this way,well history repeats. *!

meetup with my BESTFRIEND ❥

meetup with gladys ahdaaa ❥

meetup with xiaosky ❥

meetup with megan ❥

meetup with keai ❥

meetup with ah xiang ❥long waited ride? i think ....

meetup with eunice nuer❥

meetup with sheena ❥

anyone else?

imiss my pengyou *hahahs :DDD

p/s stay away from me , i wna scream!

2009-06-09T15:36:00.004+08:00

i'm meeting xiaosky sis soon

baby drove all th way from woodland to my house just to pass me my dinner ,
last night :DDD

ILY!

2009-06-08T04:17:00.004+08:00

finally after 2.3 hours , skins completed.

th time now is like 4plus!

damn it -.- it was th first time i spent soooo much time on a skin.

first attempt , done and and , suddenly th code when haywire.

sec attempt , credits seems to run everywhere.

third attempt , pictures problem , only 95px allowed.

pictures to big therefore everything messed.

fourth attempt , then finally th fifth attempt DONE :DDD

this skin contains so many interlinks laaas!

i like it ❥

2009-06-08T00:22:00.003+08:00

my sis ((:

shes learning th basic sitting etiquette from me me me.

nothing much to blog about this few days.

hahahs and and ,

now im off to do my blogskin!

2009-06-06T19:26:00.000+08:00

wtf? i deleted my blog skin -.-

2009-06-05T22:38:00.003+08:00

out of nowhere , there's this pathetic girl && i find her weird -.- whatever.

i wna shop , i cant resist that temptation of mine.

is she someone whom i must beware? or just a nobody?

2009-06-04T18:31:00.001+08:00

You were born on 19th day of June, Wednesday.

Your Life :

You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life.

Your Love :

You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that,you will make up in a way that surprises others

facebook quiz

2009-06-04T15:34:00.004+08:00

please , can anyone take me away from this world.

something has arrived again i know im sorry.

seems like things bwt us comes and goes.

a routine cycle tht never ends.

who knows how i feel?

i cant do anything.

whats th problem with me again? causing all these kinda mistakes.

jiayi,isit b'cos of her again?

my decision of changing my partner causes all these to happen?

im soooo sorry.

3JUNE2009

JIAYI IS LOVED!

2009-06-03T02:50:00.007+08:00

new blogskin ((:

i came to realise alot?

action are just an act , words are just nothing but rubbish.

we cant seems to predict anything &&

we cant seems to believe whatever we have.

was it really meant to be?

was it a lie or was it just a yesterday.

am i dreaming?

i need my frieeeends :DDDD

i miss them.

i'm looking for eunice nuer!

2009-05-30T19:08:00.003+08:00

happy birthday ahdaaaa :DDDD

i know i owe you lots if love.

and and yes i will give it all to you soon.

anw , enjoy your day.

thanks keai so much for th concern

i'm alrights && dont worry okays.

see you soon!

2009-05-29T11:40:00.003+08:00

my family is in a mess ~

i'm sorry baby, but i'm happy that th least,

you still understands me th most :DDDD

i love you.

i owe you so much these few days.

happy birthday my love

2009-05-29T00:00:00.006+08:00

need i elaborate more?

it's 290509.
th clock strikes twelve so ....

happy birthday baby :DDDD

happy birthday meishan and and , thanachat.

from th words , i've completely lost my courage to give it.

i'm keeping it to myself.

for th first time,

i felt so lost.

completely down.

anyway,

before i forgot.

enjoy with your friends my dear.

2009-05-27T12:44:00.002+08:00

job pleaseeee :DDDDDD

sony ericsson P3i OR LG RENOIR ?

2009-05-26T20:20:00.006+08:00

met ahdaaaa && then sheena came to find us ((:

few photos being posted b'cos ....

2009-05-25T15:54:00.003+08:00

Discover Your Birth Number

19 + 6 + 1991 = 20162 + 0 + 1 + 6 = 9

Your Birth Number : 9

9’s are natural entertainers. They are very caring and generous, giving away their last dollar to help. With their charm they have no problem making friends and nobody is a stranger to them. They have so many different personalities that people around them have a hard time understanding them. They are like chameleons, ever changing and blending in. They have tremendous luck, but also can suffer from extremes in fortune and mood. To be successful they need to build a loving foundation.

What Your Birth Date Reveals About You!

birthday date : 19

A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach; but with this, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life. This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush. You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed. You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations. You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well. Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences. The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married. You may take on a tendency to be nervous and anger more easily.

2009-05-24T15:31:00.005+08:00

this week will be a very busy week for me as compared to th rest of my days.
whereby i slack and rot at home.

like nothing gona happen at th end of th year.
ohmy , i wana get my courses pls.
if not i think i might give up studying!
finally i gona have a hair cut later on.
i cant stand th hairfall man -.-

tuesday ; meeting my ahdaaaa!

wednesday ; shopping with baby ((:

friday ; one of a kind special occasion.

saturday ; out for dinner at newpark hotel or something.

im kind of like stuck in th middle of th air.

more ideaaaas please!

FONTAINEBLEAU ; MIAMI BEACH

i wana go for a holiday at fontainebleau!

staying at this particular hotel.

&& im saving 1000bucks in additional too

b'cos b'cos i ought to rent th round lounge beds.

i think this dream will only be fulfilled when im like in my 20s or even 30s? or older?

eating bread everyday just to go for a holiday thr!

worth it uh? hahhas ((:

it may look normal , nothing special BUT BUT,

after getting to know this place , th pool view && blahblahblah.

you might change your mind.

thanks to one of th blogger which made me fall in love to this place!

i somehow forgotten her name! OHMYGOODNESS*

2009-05-21T22:40:00.002+08:00

fooling about as though there's no upcoming event -.-

2009-05-19T19:02:00.004+08:00

LONG CHOMP RED WALLET ((:

i'm in loveeee with red stuff!

so many uncoming birthday.

esp baby's && ahdaaaa's!

gotta meet up with ahdaaaa soon ,

got lots of things tht i have yet to crap with my love!

imisshim

2009-04-17T12:38:00.000+08:00

all i needed is HIM.

and he is th one i want to be with for th rest of my life.

p/s incase anyone wants to say anything : i dont need any comment from anyone

b'cos i know what i want.

save it for yourself ((:

i';m fucking piss-ed off.

why should this happen?

i just wan my baby!

2009-04-16T13:55:00.003+08:00

pass few days has been meeting baby everyday.

out with him,fetch him,out with his family && blahblahblah.

well waiting for him to get prepared & wait for his arrival.

16 seems to be an ordinary day which passesby every single month

but it actually means alot to baby&me.

i love you

{i know every little things tht you've done for me}

its your every little action & love tht makes me fall even deeper for you

HAPPY 2nd MONTH-SARY

gotta get prepared ((:

2009-04-13T18:14:00.006+08:00

{ i wanna go langkawi }

has been busy doing some stuff for baby ((:

anw , its done and hope he is satisfied with it.

well , soon it's going to be wendesday*

and i've been rotting & lazing around like nothinghappen.

gotta start bucking up

i'm super duper free now,

so decided to search for some nice places.

pictures of rendang.

a good place to visit uh?

2009-04-12T18:33:00.001+08:00

{ my love would always be meant for JUSTIN }

i wanna go get my porfolio done real soon ((:

2009-04-11T15:59:00.003+08:00

{home alone , singing along with th blasting music}

my freedom my boredness

What others see from your style

You probably live in your own little world and

studiously avoid having to search for your own identity.

You may feel that you are not loved,

and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this.

You get moody easily.

Last analysis:

You are probably a clever and adventurous person.

You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends.

Although you enjoy your freedom,

you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.

2009-04-11T03:53:00.005+08:00

and i woke up with a sleepless night ; all i could do is cry silently.

sometimes , it's best to remain silence to prevent more conflicts

and that's what i has always been doing.

i could feel nothing but emptyness.

thoughts of me,happy? you're wrong.

thinking thru'

afterall i know it lies with me.

i dont wish to mention about it.

{i'm getting a job soon.}

xx--- for a new phone ; PINK,F480

current phone is practically driving me nuts.

needa switch on&off due to th lousy reception

sorry ahdaaa , couldn't join you and co. afterwards.

and sorry sisters.

somehow busy these few days ((:

promise i'll meet up with you all soon.

misses.

well,i'm off to have some BEN&JERRY icecream.

2009-04-10T15:14:00.003+08:00

th time now is 3:14PM.

left with a flying soul.

{sometimes,actual fact aren't any better then dreaming}

gotta be somebody by nickelback

This time,

I wonder what it feels like

To find the one in this life,

the one we all dream of

But dreams just aren’t enough

So I’ll be waiting for the real thing,

I’ll know it by the feeling

The moment when we’re meeting,

will play out like a scene

Straight off the silver screen

So I’ll be holding my own breath,

right up ’til the end

Until that moment when,

I find the one that I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There’s gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own

And everyone wants to know they’re not alone

There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight

And dammit this means too right,

it’s just like deja vu Me standing here with you

So I’ll be holding my own breath, could this be the end

Is it that moment when,

I find the one that

I’ll spend forever with

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There’s gotta be somebody for me like that

Cause nobody wants to do it all on their own

And everyone wants to know they’re not alone

There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

You can’t give up, looking for a diamond in the rough

The wind shows up, (make sure you’re holding on)

Cause it could be the one, the one you’re waiting on

Cause nobody wants to be the last one there

And everyone wants to feel like someone cares

Someone to love with my life in their hands

There’s gotta be somebody for me,

Nobody wants to do it all on their own

And everyone wants to know they’re not alone

There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

Nobody wants to be the last one there

Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares

There’s somebody else that feels the same somewhere

There’s gotta be somebody for me out there

LRC by bayan from LK Lyrics Group

2009-04-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

Friday

met sky sis @ bugis.

then to down to lor.a to find bestfriend.

Saturday

bus-ed down to citylink for marvelous cream afterwhich vivo.

2009-04-04T23:23:00.002+08:00

th time now is 11:24PM.
just got home & today was a short day.
night , train-ed over to suntec to fetch baby.
dhen his frd came to fetch us dhen over to town.
fetch his gfrd then back dhen over to baby's place
aftermath HSH ((:

mom told me something.

i felt so sad , i know she's feeling supeeeer dupeeeer disappointed.

for th first time when i sees her disappointed look ,

it makes me wanna cry.

for th first time,i was totally speechless and things come thru' my mind.

and th thing wasn't blaming her or what but guilty.

i ought to know wht i should do cos i know she has alot of faith in me

she understands me && she knows i will also do th right thing

and she never worries about wht i do.

i know she hurts deeply BUT, I'M SORRY!

2009-04-04T02:02:00.004+08:00

th time now is 2:00AM.

and i finally found th song tht i wanted for soooo long ((:
LOVE OF MY LIFE

KNOCKKNOCK!

and so after one hour plus going two hour ; door opened -.-

well,baby isint feeling well

but i just cant stay by his side

sorry but i just want him to recover fast!

i know th situation over at c4 is sooo bad

which made him in this state now

BUT,wht to do?

nonsense way of cutting cost man!

i miss you sweetheart.

i'm bored so i did some test.
what's your marriage going to be?"> click

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your real-life hero will be manly. He'll be dependable, even financially. He will protect you and always respect your feelings. He'll probably be quite a bit older than you

When will you get married?

As soon as you fall in love, you'll want to grab your man and hang on to him. You will probably marry very young, so it would be wise of you to think carefully before committing

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

{Take good care of your heart.}

{There's still a long way to go.}

{Always remember that love has two edges.}

2009-03-31T22:15:00.006+08:00

th time now is 10:15PM.

well today went for a hair cut afterwhich,

had my bank card changed & paid my exam feees.

cost a bomb man.*ARRRRRRRR.

didnt meet up with baby today,

b'cos i wanted to catch th last episode

and wasn't really in a good mood also.

i know i shoudn't think about it BUT,

what made me boil like hell was what i actually did for them.

these irresponsible ppls only sees one bad point

and pin-pointed at ppl

when they dont even look at what ppl did for them actually.

*SLAPSLAP!

anw;none of my business.

cause,soon they will get their retribution okay? *LAUGHS!

so what if they said all those and cause me to slack now,

thanks them man cos i realise they are all ............ *one word getlost!

i swear like nobody's businesssss that i won't anyhow help ppl

and i shall do my own thing.

get lost if you need my help, i helped and what i get in th end. *BULLSHIT!

i won't be so kind anymore.

it sucks okay? shan't say anymore

b'cos you ppl are just useless.

i dont need you in my life man

and thanks for teaching me a lesson , not to trust ppl like you.

esp a fcuked-up guy call MR LAW.

i swear,BEST! guy i ever come across.

and i'm not shameless to show off his name he helped me alot.

and i thankyou for your help and those words you said to sales rep ((:

*i dont need any comments from any passerby

with unknown names.

thanks!

{well,i swear i gona say up money to buy that braclet *5k}

baby,i really misses you alot.

if it wasn't you i couldn't even come so far.

to me;your trust is like gone.

fucked-it laas.

best is i throw away my com.

delete msn,frdster blog.

2009-03-31T00:15:00.006+08:00

th time now is 12:15AM

fcuk! i dont even feel like blogging -.-

fcuked-up

*sorry ahdaaa ; had to cancel th meet-up last minute.

current bid ; 300bucks

periwinklefoundation.org/gala_2008_auction.htm

2009-03-28T23:48:00.004+08:00

ONE SPECIAL POST TO PB
thanks for your comments.
greatly appreciate & i will work out on my mistake
and why not show me your picture to prove to me,
that you aren't ugly?

2009-03-27T19:18:00.001+08:00

th time now is 7:18PM.

stayed at home th whole day.

and i suddenly came across something.

and it actually reminds me of th past.

i told myself once before,

if anyone approach me,

i would say no AND,

asked them not to b'cos they're th precious soul ((:

♥ BABY JIAYI remain in my heart.

3JUNE2008

celebrated baby brother's 1st bday yesterday ((:

afterwhich ard evening , cabbed down to m.d. to find baby.

shall start revising soon

before i flunk everything.

and i'm thinking of taking up a new course.

shall think thru' and consider it after these exams.

study study study
{FIL BEAUTY AND SPA ACADEMY}

&lastly,

both little kids are my love ((:

2009-03-25T13:07:00.002+08:00

th time now is 1:10PM.
just had my bathe.
will be out meeting baby soon ((:
shan't say much.
shall blog another time.
{mood swings comes & goes like nobody's business}
i'm sorry

2009-03-25T01:04:00.006+08:00

th time now is 1:05AM.
How gentle is the rain

that falls softly on the meadow

Birds high up on the trees

serenade the clouds with their melodies

Oh See th view on the hills

the bright colours of the rainbow

Some magic from the birds

keep this day for us

just to fall in love

You hold me in your arms

and say once again you love me

And that your love is true

everything will be just as wonderful

Now I belong to you

from this day until forever

just love me tenderly

and i'll give to you every part of me

Oh Don't ever make me cry

through long lonely nights without us

Be always true to me

Keep this day in your heart eternally

You'll hold me in your arms

and say once again you'll love me

And that your love is true everything will be just as wonderful
{lover's concerto}

2009-03-24T12:40:00.005+08:00

th time now is 12:40PM.

hope it isn't too late too wish MR HANXIANG ":HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
rem few years back you made a video for your gans?
and this is what you wrote in one of th clip ;
"THERE IS ALWAYS A REASON FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS.
AND TH REASON YOU ARE MY MEI FOR SO LONG,
IS B'COS YOU HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVE IN ME.
AND I HAVE NEVER LIED TO YOU"
till now,i'm still believing in you.
even till last night,
i took out th video and looked at it.
thanks for everything that you have done
and you're th one i will always rem
and th one i respected most.
things that you've told me
and th memories with you will be kept in my heart forever ((:
i could never ever believe myself
that i actually didn;t treat you as my gan-kor but my real brother.
and you're always th one never fail to cheer me up.
*THANKS!
though we dont really contact much
but you will always be my kor .
as you've already mention th reason why i've been your mei for so long.

2009-03-23T13:10:00.004+08:00

th time now is 1:10PM.

well.it'll gona be WEDNESDAY so soon.

and that means one whole lovely day!

anw,gotta postpone my plan.

baby,you know it's so tough alrights.

had to work hard on it.

*b'cos of you,i've totally given up several things.

i'm not my usual self at all.

why? just one simple reason.

you know th reason clearly && i will continue this way

b'cos nothing can be as impt as you.

therefore i find the change in this path a meaningful one!

baby,i've really thought thru' what you've said.

i know we have to look further.

before you told me,i already knew it.

but,i seriously just cant think of how i should do it.

i'm scared that if i take a step forward,

th outcome will stil be th same&i dont want to disappoint you and myself.

cos i'm not good at doing such things.

i need a guide and i know it shouldn't be this way

and that's why i didnt mention it to you.

i've got lots of experience where i take a step forward

and ended up being pushed back again.

{give me this rare chance to say : i love you ♥}

give me time to prove evrything to you &to show my love.

trust me it won't be long cos i'm working hard on it

you know when i ask you to gived me some time,i will sure do it.

will you?

it's th 37th

2009-03-21T01:03:00.005+08:00

th time now is 1:03AM.
it's not th first person to tell me this :

choose a life for youself ;

be it is sad or happy.

you still have to carry on your life.

why not live a happy life every single moment,

instead of an unhappy one?

i'm sorry,i cried after you hang up.

dont ask me for th reason.

i dont know why,i just somehow dont feel good.

i just feel like crying ; i want a shoulder to lean on.

perharps it's part of my mood swing.

i never doubt anything about you.

i know every single things you do to me means so true.

i know it,i know how much love me.

but do you understands me also?

you'll never know.

i really love you ; i really do.

do you know i can settle down for just one simple condition.

not really a condition but an action from you.

i really can ; you must understand me tht i'm different from others.

i cant control myself.

i lied to you saying i forgot what i wanted to say

cos' i know you wanted to change th topic

and i know i've hurt you therefore i choose not to say and ignored you.

i'm sorry , i apologise.

i've got no courage ; i've hurt you.

i dont know how to face you when i already know i've hurt you.

shoot me down. i'm sad.

i treated you this way.

pls ; shout at me,tell me whats right & wrong ; i'm numb.

i dont mean you shouldnt go but i'm trying my best not to depend on you much

i'm trying stuff to keep me occupy.

do you know how hard isit?

sorry.

2009-03-20T23:30:00.001+08:00

th time now is 11:30PM.

nothing special today.

just a normal day ((:

went out with my family and bought some stuff.

and back home watching drama and movies.

shall post more in th next post.

b'cos i've got nothing much to say now.

*ROAR. boredness make me moodless.

{shutup and give me some peace}

2009-03-20T02:11:00.004+08:00

th time now is 2:11PM.

reached home quite some time ago ((:
what baby said was really right.
i find myself stupid and nonsense,
just for that girl,i just end everything.
thinking back about it,it was LOL!
but now,it's totally different.
a different mindset & different thinking.
it actually holds a impt issue in my life.
*for th rest of my life in fact.
puppy love at that time.
and baby,i trust you
that as time goes by each day,
you will always be th same.
treating and giving me th best that you can & i would also do th same to you too.
baby,i really love you. you said ":baby,tell me why i love you so much?"
th ans simply is ":b'cos i've always been th one you're searching high and low for.
your dream girl & th one you're always hoping for very long."
and i'm helping baby to get some reciepe
my baby chef is cooking soon. *YUMMY!
and i just discovered some no bake-cake.
well,as usual,i'm gona try it someday.
i swear cos it's so tempting esp when it's CHOCOLATE!
tell me how can susan resist it,
when it starts with th letter C and ends with a E?
credit goes to a happy homebaker ; happyhomebaking.bs ((:
no offence for taking your pic? sorry & thanks.

no bake-oreo ice-cream cake

{tell me what to do}

i dont blame but i cant stop myself from disliking it.

you wont know it,i'm sensitive. and i admit it!