th time now is 1:03AM.
it's not th first person to tell me this :

choose a life for youself ;

be it is sad or happy.

you still have to carry on your life.

why not live a happy life every single moment,

instead of an unhappy one?

i'm sorry,i cried after you hang up.

dont ask me for th reason.

i dont know why,i just somehow dont feel good.

i just feel like crying ; i want a shoulder to lean on.

perharps it's part of my mood swing.

i never doubt anything about you.

i know every single things you do to me means so true.

i know it,i know how much love me.

but do you understands me also?

you'll never know.

i really love you ; i really do.

do you know i can settle down for just one simple condition.

not really a condition but an action from you.

i really can ; you must understand me tht i'm different from others.

i cant control myself.

i lied to you saying i forgot what i wanted to say

cos' i know you wanted to change th topic

and i know i've hurt you therefore i choose not to say and ignored you.

i'm sorry , i apologise.

i've got no courage ; i've hurt you.

i dont know how to face you when i already know i've hurt you.

shoot me down. i'm sad.

i treated you this way.

pls ; shout at me,tell me whats right & wrong ; i'm numb.

i dont mean you shouldnt go but i'm trying my best not to depend on you much

i'm trying stuff to keep me occupy.

do you know how hard isit?

sorry.